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So its been 3 LONG years since I was last on livejournal. Whats changed?
WELL I'm not such an angry young woman, thats for certain. I am happy. I'm at uni, I'm brunette and I'm in love :)
Today I am:
chipper chipper
Twirling with the backing music of:
Kerry Ellis - Defying Gravity
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I am bloody furious. Wanna know why? Well, my ex has apparently been going around saying that he only went out with me through pity. Lovely guy isn't he? How dare he do this to me?! I'm supposed to still be his friend, how the fuck does he think thats gonna work if he does that? I'm bloody mortified as well. I could scream. I really could. Today was a day of horrors really - mainly the archaeology Unit 5 exam - pure evil! Anyway, I'm gonna go be angry elsewhere now.
Today I am:
angry angry
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[url=http://www.quiztron.com/tests/boosh_character_quiz_12743.htm]Which Boosh character are you?[/url]

My Results:


Howard Moon

Features: Northern pins and the tiny eyes of a shrew. You're bringing morn back. Once you manage to find someone to listen to jazz with you, you'll be set for life. Just make sure the spirit of Jazz doesn't get inside you again..

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Never EVER start going out with your best friend. Thats my advice. Apparently he thought he liked me more than he actually did, he just wanted to make me happy. Y'think having a lie for a relationship is going to make me happy???? No, I didn't think so. I'm not honestly surprised that this didn't work out, I'm not exactly pretty and I'm a shrew! A stupid fucking shrew!!!
Today I am:
numb numb
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I owe you a huage update! So much has happened, and I am no longer of the single state, but more on that later. 
I've been feeling so restless! Just today, no other days. 
The last week has been interesting. Had a gym day on Thursday - for 3 whole hours!!! argh! Friday was pretty good - there was a party, and - although nothing happened - it was nice. :)
The weekend was pretty normal - i had work - nothing interesting there.  On Monday i had to go to work AGAIN and do stocktake - not very fun. And on Tuesday....well, thats for me to know and you not to. But lets suffice it to say that the person who i like likes me back. And I've finally had my first kiss. And I'm vaguely hyper.  Love y'all xxx
Today I am:
giddy giddy
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I HAVE AN AUDITION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes, i am a wee bit excited about it...
Anyway - its at the Colchester Instittute - yes i know it sounds like a mental assylum!!- on 23rd of March for their Musical Theatre course!
The problem - I have to sing, dance and act. Oh crap! I need to find a choreographer. Any ideas?

Anyway, I gotta go and calm down now! Love to y'all xxx

The location of the Insane Assylum is:
On top of the world
Today I am:
ecstatic ecstatic
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Bloody hell!!!! Everything is so flipping complicated. I hate it! Why can my life not be straightforward?? Why oh flipping why? Y'wanna know whats going on? I'll tell you. Basically men are arseholes - present company excepted of course. They change their mind, try to make you say things that you want to keep hidden and are just plain sneaky. Also they get offended bloody easily! *imagines shooting a certain guy* yeh ,that didn't work. The weird thing is that I had a REALLY freaky dream last night, which involved me getting married :S yeh, weird huh? Anyway, enough of this rubbish that no-one actually reads. xx
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We-ell, this'll be my last day being 17, so I thought I'd better post. How've things changed over this last year? I've got the most amazing friends, gotten slimmer and now have much more confidence. Anything else? Not really. I'm still in love with the same person I was at this time last year - although I hadn't quite realised it by then. The sad thing is that I'm almost 18 and still have never been kissed. *sighs* Ah well, theres always next year....and not avoiding and mouthing off about mistletoe.....anyway, I'll post again later in the week. Merry Christmas my darlings and I'll see you in the New Year. xxxxxxxx
Today I am:
bouncy bouncy
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well this is fun - someone might bem pulling an all-nighter
it might be me. shit
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Do you know what I just realised? I haven't posted on here since OCTOBER! Crikey! I need to actually go on LJ more often. Anyway, whats going on with me? We-ell, not much. Love is as awkward as ever it was, college is pretty nondescript and work is evil. I've been doing some composing work as you all know - from your visits to DA - and staying out of the way of all this coupling off which seems to have seized Huish with its vice-like grip. Why can't we all just be single and happy? Oh no, we need a partner in life to be completely happy. *mimes throwing up* really it is quite pathetic. Not a slur on all you happy people, just seems pathetic to an old cynic like myself. I'm trying not to be as cynical any more - failing dismaly aren't I! I've realised that I might use humour and sarcasm as a defence mechanism, something that I'm also going to try and stop. Wish me luck! Also, comment if you actually want me to post more - if I receive no comments I shall know not to bother, capeche? Bah-bye m'darlings, until another day.....
Today I am:
depressed depressed
Twirling with the backing music of:
Your Body is a Wonderland - John Mayer
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Meme-meme-meme-meme-meme-meme-meme-meme-meme-meme-meme-meme-meme and just for good measure - meme!
Today I am:
energetic sharing
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Me. Need. Hug.
Me. Feel. Unwell.
Me. Have. No. Energy.
Today I am:
sick really, really crap
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Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously


A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like.

Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.

Today I am:
blah blah
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the Questioner
Thanks for taking the test !
you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX.

"I am affectionate and skeptical"

Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative.

How to Get Along with Me

  • Be direct and clear.
  • Listen to me carefully.
  • Don't judge me for my anxiety.
  • Work things through with me.
  • Reassure me that everything is OK between us.
  • Laugh and make jokes with me.
  • Gently push me toward new experiences.
  • Try not to overreact to my overreacting.

What I Like About Being a Six

  • being committed and faithful to family and friends
  • being responsible and hardworking
  • being compassionate toward others
  • having intellect and wit
  • being a nonconformist
  • confronting danger bravely
  • being direct and assertive

What's Hard About Being a Six

  • the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind
  • procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence in myself
  • fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of
  • exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger
  • wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right
  • being too critical of myself when I haven't lived up to my expectations

Sixes as Children Often

  • are friendly, likable, and dependable, and/or sarcastic, bossy, and stubborn
  • are anxious and hypervigilant; anticipate danger
  • form a team of "us against them" with a best friend or parent
  • look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority and rebel
  • are neglected or abused, come from unpredictable or alcoholic families, and/or take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent

Sixes as Parents

  • are often loving, nurturing, and have a strong sense of duty
  • are sometimes reluctant to give their children independence
  • worry more than most that their children will get hurt
  • sometimes have trouble saying no and setting boundaries

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
Harper SanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages

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You are not completely happy with the result?!
You chose CY

Would you rather have chosen:

  • AY (EIGHT)
  • BY (FOUR)
  • CX (TWO)
  • CZ (ONE)

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    darn....very accurate
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    Hello my darlings, its another instalment of my fabulously riveting life. Actually, I have something interesting to share for once...okay, well I found it interesting anyway! I've lost half a stone! Shocking eh? And you know whats even more shocking? What do ya reckon I did today? I bet none of you guessed 'Joined a gym', cos thats what happened! Yep, and it is NOT due to the fact that the most gorgeus guy in the world took me around the place.....we-ell, not much anyway *grins*.

    That reminds me - you guys do not seem to know how to use the comment button, its just to the left, you know you want to press it!

    The location of the Insane Assylum is:
    Today I am:
    curious curious
    Twirling with the backing music of:
    Won't get fooled again - The Who
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    Well, its halfway through my week of being a real actress, and its been so much fun! Thanks to all those lovely people who've come and supported me - you know who you are :D And all those who haven't been yet - shame on you! Just kidding :P Anyway, haven't seen y'all for a while, so hellooooo! Speak to y'all soon - argh! I'm still in cowboy mode!
    The location of the Insane Assylum is:
    Today I am:
    ditzy Queen Victoria
    Twirling with the backing music of:
    Love Affair - Regina Spektor
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    *looks shocked* Little did I know, I already have a twin!!!!!! I know, shocking isn't it. So, Sarah-lou, we're now triplets m'dear. Enjoy......
    Am absolutely knackered by a 12 1/2 hour rehersal *cries*. Not much to say really. Nite, nite
    Today I am:
    shocked shocked
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    Well hello, hello, hello and welcome back to the craziness of my life. Thought I'd try for an entry that actually said something, so here we are again.
    Well, I still don't have the script for a play that I'm starting on Monday, and I just found out that we have to do a flipping matinee!!!!! And have to go to work on the Sunday, after 2 performances on the previous day! So unfair *cries*.
    Anyway, enough of that. *hums to self* Okay,so I don't know what else to write!
    Bye for now!
    Today I am:
    amused amused
    Twirling with the backing music of:
    The theme tune of 'Maid Marian and her Merry Men'
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    Harry Potter Meme of All Memes by Osaku
    WandOak, 12", Phoenix Feather
    Best CourseDefense Against the Dark Arts
    Worst CourseTransfiguration
    PetAbyssinian cat
    Quidditch JobBeater
    Wizard CandyFudge Flies
    Profession After SchoolJoke-shop Owner
    Quiz created with MemeGen!

    What Makes You Attractive? by QuizMasterOfTheWorld
    First Name
    Middle Name
    Favorite Color
    Boys/Girls think of you as:beautiful
    Your best feature is/are:your chest
    What makes you hot?your booty
    What makes you sexy?the way you dress
    What makes you cute?your eyes
    What makes you beautiful?your heart
    What makes you irresistable?your eyes
    Overall...how attractive are you?: 89%
    Quiz created with MemeGen!

    Sod that! chauvenist test! *shakes fist*
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